He is so good!

Preparing for this trip has been quite a journey, and I feel like God has really been preparing my heart throughout the past year. I have a passion and a love for Africa that only God could have put there. I wasn't surprised when He presented me with the opportunity to go. Without hesitation I committed to go, despite the fact that I had no way of paying for it. I had no doubt in my mind that God would provide.
For the first deposit I needed $500 and had about two weeks to raise it. I spoke at my home church to share my need with them. Within an hour I had $470 in my hand! Instantly I knew God really had a plan for me in Kenya. Next I sent out my support letters with high expectations. As weeks went by with no money coming in, the doubt began to creep in. But I pushed it away again and again, remaining steadfast in my faith. I knew God was faithful.
In December, I was discouraged with news that several people had dropped out of the trip, and our team had dwindled to almost no team at all. I couldn't understand why that would happen, but I trusted in God's plan. I had committed to go to Kenya, and I was going no matter what it took! In the months following, God provided a team of 12 and an incredible team at that!
Throughout the past few months the devil has attacked me with different fears, doubts, distractions, discouragements, and insecurities regarding the trip. But God has equipped me and strengthened me, so I could withstand. I have gone through bouts of doubting my adequacy to make a difference in Kenya, but I know that God has hand picked me to go, and through Christ I am more than adequate. I know God has a huge plan for us in Kenya, and I feel honored to be a part of it
I paid my last payment for the trip about a month ago! Looking back I am just in awe that God actually did it. He faithfully paid for my trip, and He has also provided plenty of supplies for my ministry bag. I have been encouraged by the willingness of the body of Christ to help out.
I have been praying every day for unity and a special bond among our team, and I know God will answer that prayer! We had a team get together last weekend, and I feel like we all really clicked! I can't wait to get to know my team members better, and there is no greater bond than the bond of Christ.
God has exponentially expanded my heart for missions in the past year. I absolutely cannot wait to serve Him in Kenya. The past 7 months of preparing for this trip have been amazing. God has taught me so much, and in 19 days, it will all come together. Praise God! For He is so good!

Jaylyn Gramer